Splash in the Rain Puddles

 I'm so thankful for the clarity that oftentimes comes with getting older.  At some point, we begin to realize that those things we thought were important, those things we thought defined us...those are not really the important things at all.  You come to accept that sometimes not compromising on what the Bible teaches as truth, may come with a cost.  Many years ago I heard Charles Stanley say, "compromise is the biggest threat in the church today"....and I think it's still true.  I try to be genuine and authentic...true to who God has called me to be...to not compromise, but still show the grace and love to others that is so mercifully poured out to me every single day.  But sometimes, I can still find myself doubting and questioning...did I handle that situation correctly?....did I show love and understanding even in the midst of a disagreement?...would God sign his name at the end of my day, proud of the way I represented Him?  Unfortunately the ans...

Fifteen years ago, early in the morning, I was breathing my way into the ER, determined that I was not actually in labor.  I was scheduled for a c-section in just two days and I had already been in two days earlier with a false alarm...so clearly that's what this was.  But I had been breathing through contractions all night long, trying to get some relief...and it. was. not. happening.  So hubby stepped in, and informed me it was time to go.  Turns out, I was five centimeters dilated and on my way to giving birth.  This little one was ready to make his entrance.  After a quick call to my doctor, a shot to slow the contractions, and a good old epidural, they got me to the OR within an hour and we welcomed Chase Daniel into the world.  My second born.  It's amazing, the immediate bond that forms when a momma first looks into the eyes of her newborn.  He was my baby who loved snuggles, naps, and mealtimes.  He was my toddler who loved to le...